I’m always depressed. I’m always pissed off. I’m always anxious. I’m always lonely. I’m always miserable. I gave up shitty bottles of cough drops. I gave up damn razor. I no longer pop whole bottle of pills. I no longer slit my arm. I’m miserable. Maybe I can jump out of a widow of 15th building. I can mess up everything. Fucc professors, fucc master or doctor students, fucc uni staffs, fucc security guards, fucc other students. Fucc them all.
I won’t die. I’m not allowed to die. I live and study like a zombie. No happiness, no joy, no relief. I only do what I am supposed to do. My life does not worth living. It even doesn’t worth giving up.
I post on IE3 blog as I am supposed to. I’ll get my credit. Bye
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